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Dementia Endured

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Mike Donohue is a brave man. Courageous, direct, and bold, his blog energizes readers with a passion for action. Dementia Endured gives a hint in the title as to the nature of this talented writer: he will endure. And with a personality like Mike’s, it’s easy to believe that he shall overcome, as well!

His life experiences are opened to the reader, and his journey recovering from alcoholism to adjusting to Alzheimer’s holds its own fascination for visitors to his site. Mike’s strength and determination will remind readers that dementias are one area in which it’s best not to hold any punches.

THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY JOURNEY FROM AA TO AD.

I have survived alcoholism from which
I recovered thirty six years ago then
Alzheimer's disease with which I was
diagnosed nearly five years ago. Both
have had profound consequence. They
are associated, one leading to the other.

I write about the experience in a book
click on the title to go to it or read more
about it in the column to the right

Sunday, February 19, 2012

HOW DO I THINK, WHY DO I THINK, WHAT DO I THINK ABOUT?



















In my last post entitled OUR REALITY According to QUANTUM PHYSICS I spoke of reality as it actually is and as we seem to be when looking at it through the prism of our space time dimension.

My purpose was to underscore: the part of us that thinks, that is cognitive, is not the brain. It is our mind which transcends time and space. The object was to underscore this: When we experience the losses that accompany Dementia that loss is to the body, that part of our body that is the brain, an organ in our body. We to not lose the power of cognition we lose the ability to translate our transmission of cognition from our mind, through our brain and into our world.

When dealing with the losses and limitations from Dementia doing damage to our brains, we should keep in mind our cognition remains free of that damage. One way to overcome the losses and limitations of our brain is to tap into the brain’s ability to replace pathways when one is lost and additionally to regenerate new brain tissue to replace that lost.

The first in this series of posts is entitled This is Brain Boggling. In this post Rudolph Tanzi a Harvard neurologist discusses a book he is writing with Deepak Chopra about the similarity of their views, one of a scientist, the other from a metaphysical point of view. Tanzi’s is the scientific point of view; Deepak’s the metaphysical point of view as understood by him from the eastern understanding of the cosmos. I will probably finish this run of posts coming back to the mutual view of the makeup of matter as seen both by science and cosmology

This current post refers to an essay I wrote about a year ago entitled: It's All in the Learning, that is Plus and Minus which I have posted in my archive. Click on the title to go there to read about.

This essay has significance to the subject matter being discussed by me in this series of posts for this reason:

We come into this world with a body primed to get along in this unique environment of time and space. This environment defined by Time and Space is altogether different than any other part of Creation or Cosmos. We somehow spontaneously became here by way of conception and birth.

What we seem to be as we come into this world is a individual person whose body needs to grow and adapt to living in this space/time environment to sustain itself; to gain physical skills and to grow to become self-sufficient which we are not at the Get-go. As such we live in a progression of time and occupy space. Everything about us is dynamic, on the move. We grow over time; we acquire, we communicate with this environment we find. We do all of this to fit in.

Our minds are in even worse shape than our body when it comes to survival in this environment. It has everything it needs to learn. It knows little if anything at the start. It is however equipped to use the cognitive power it recognizes to learn as it grows into self-sufficiency. It learns what it needs to get along in this world and hopefully to gain understanding of its purpose in this world.

It is this process of thinking that I discuss in this post and refer you also to second essay of this series I have posted: OUR REALITY According to QUANTUM PHYSICS.

We must grow into the use of our intellect, our cognition, by personal application of ourselves in learning and living here. In doing so we go through three major stages. In each of these stages we concentrate on a primary goal.

In the first stage our goal is to learn our way here. We learn to walk, talk, interrelate, and proceed with the acquisition and the ordering of data. It is the storing of data that we refine by categorizing, linking, and doing anything with regard to it to make it accessible and such as it can be easily accessed and applied it to any comparable data that we encounter.

From this data bank we start analyzing it, comparing it and in many different ways we massage it to expand what it means to us and how it as knowledge fits into this world we occupy. This is education.

As our body grows, becomes more sophisticated, operates for us in this world, exercises our senses, our minds prompt us to think of what we want to do in this world, what we want to be. It is this process that we call our so-called right brain into action. Our left brain is the data keeper. The right brain is the analyzer. It is that part that has cognition which is called by the dictionary: the power to create in one's mind. It is this side that creates, intuits, sees in concepts, recognizes art, beauty and the refinements of living.

With the right brain we imagine what it is we want for our future. It is that process that finishes us with our Education and Qualifies it to be whatever it is we become for the period of our middle years.

It is during the middle years that we work hard at what we have become. By that time we have become many different things. These things we have become each has a set standard we have learned that must be performed to become that which we work on. This can be any and many of what we have become, each one having a pattern leading to its fulfillment, each pattern that must be worked at to achieve. We become adults, spouses, parents, job holders, members of various groups each with its own pattern for becoming and for continuing to be that pattern.

All of our time in these middle years is taken up with working our patterns, holding on to what we have become, acquiring the things we are meant to acquire, then holding on to them, doing the duties required of each station our patterns have placed us in.

This takes so much time, so much effort; we have no time for anything else.

When we reach that point that we have completed this mid-life stage; when our accumulation of years take us into the final stage, the senior years, all of our responsibilities subside. We have more time than we need to fulfill what it was we had to do in mid-life. It is that time our minds, could, might, sometimes do, turn to wonder. We ask ourselves “What’s it all about?”

By this time we have gathered all we need to gather, acquired whatever it was that had the importance of striving after, become whatever we set out to do, fulfilled all of those future plans that spurred us through the middle years.

Then this happens if we are lucky. Others never quite get there, some of them holding on to work, profession, style of life or job of acquisition and never lift their head above the fray. Others get so caught up with the negative events that can accompany the senior years they have no time away from their lamentation.

The fortunate ones have the time to do their “Sums.” It is in this time, in response to the question asked: “What’s it all about” that we review the lifetime here and endeavor to see if it makes any sense to us. This is what is called acquiring Wisdom.

It is in the exercise of this wisdom that we start seeing what it is all about, seeing the transcendence of that part of us that is not really of this time/space dimension. It is in this realization that we start seeing the reality of Reality.

Dementia is the catalyst that brought me fully into the realization of Reality, into knowing why I have lived and what it added up to. As I write I am doing what was primarily intended of me. Taking the blessing that I can still analyze and write about it, I am sharing an otherwise horrid experience in my final time in this life with the hope it does someone some good! I have the satisfaction, the sense of fulfillment available in making this otherwise terrible time the most meaning event of my life.

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