I Have This Terminal Disease,
It Moves So Slow It Is Killing Me!
Dementia Endured
One of 25 Best Alzheimer’s Blogs of 2012
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Mike Donohue is a brave man. Courageous, direct, and bold, his blog energizes readers with a passion for action. Dementia Endured gives a hint in the title as to the nature of this talented writer: he will endure. And with a personality like Mike’s, it’s easy to believe that he shall overcome, as well!
His life experiences are opened to the reader, and his journey recovering from alcoholism to adjusting to Alzheimer’s holds its own fascination for visitors to his site. Mike’s strength and determination will remind readers that dementias are one area in which it’s best not to hold any punches.
THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY JOURNEY FROM AA TO AD.
I have survived alcoholism from which
I recovered thirty six years ago then
Alzheimer's disease with which I was
diagnosed nearly five years ago. Both
have had profound consequence. They
are associated, one leading to the other.
I write about the experience in a book
entitled From AA to AD, a Wistful Travelogue
click on the title to go to it or read more
about it in the column to the right
Friday, February 17, 2012
OUR REALITY According to QUANTUM PHYSICS
The study of our reality as seen from the lens of Quantum
Physics, particle science, string theory, Schrödinger Boxes and a raft of other
disciplines ultimately fitting within the general term Science and Cosmology
creates a different view of what we consider to be Reality.
A simple way to describe it would be it’s all a collection
of Algorithms applied to the unique dimension of time and space that we are
occupying.
What is an Algorithm? Wikipedia offers this simplified
definition along with a raft of information defining and describing Algorithm: "A
set of rules that precisely defines a sequence of operations” This says it.
Using a computer’s operation as an empirical demonstration in the application
of an Algorithm gives us a good example.
Much of the computer operations are managed by built in
Algorithms. When their short-cut identifier or its macro is clicked the formula
of the algorithm automatically inputs into the computer processer and this
directs the computer to whatever program or function is actuated. This
simplifies the process from those days where each formula would have to be
entered anew to gain input to the function.
Looking at this procedure as a mirror action between
God and the material world, or the Cosmos and our time/space dimension one can
surmise: There is a specific formula that is inputted into the world which somehow
triggers whatever it is that directs the particles, or the waves, or the
photons, neutron, quarks or whatever, to pull together within an order by which
they are caused to have qualities that can be sensed by us. We in turn have
also been put in play by the same process of material creation by way of
another Algorithm. Our Algorithm designed us with the ability to discern the
results of the application of the second Algorithm. By virtue of this
programming we can sense the after product that is produced by the second
Algorithm, sensing its material size and makeup, its quality and properties,
the place and passing of time of that product.
If the new object produced is not in itself hard, or fast,
or hot, or any other quality we might attribute to it, we sense it to be hard,
or fast, or hot and/or some other quality. Our design and the design of the
material by the second Algorithm together instill the perception in us that it
is of this quality. It is in this that
we produce the reality of the second object, we do so by our observation of it.
Caveat! This
is no more than the way I understand it. Scientifically it may be way off the
mark.
Science theorizes, hypothesizes, and suggests all of reality
is made up of different arrangements of matter at their minutest discernible or
indiscernible level. What is lowest keeps changing. It started with particles
that now seems to break down into photons, neutrons, quarks, waves any number
of lower units and finally into movement as a wave. This movement is closely
associated with the extent of our observation of it as the movement passes by
within the purview of our observation. It depends on that observation for its
consequence.
Is that consequence its reality? Is it limited to that
momentary observation? Does it require continuous observation by someone to
keep it existing in this reality? Whether or not it has further consequence
starts getting way beyond my ability to understand. What has revealed itself in
testing is the causal affect observation has on the movement and its
involvement in reality.
Schrödinger’s Cat offers us good
illustration of the foregoing as it relates to observation. Said simply, at
least as I understand it: Schrödinger put his cat in a box. The box also
contains a Geiger counter containing a small amount of Radioactivity. He places
a blanket over the box. He knows the radioactive material will eventually
dissipate. When it does it will kill the cat.
The cat is left in the box for a
measurable amount of time, any measure, the extent of time is not important.
What is important is the quality of radioactivity contained in the Geiger
counter. The time that it dissipates and kills the cat is not known. That time is
purely random.
When the cover is taken off the
box, the cat is then observed. If dead as ascertained by the observation of it,
it obviously stays dead. If alive it stays alive. From this it is determined by
the scientists who cite it that it is the observation of the cat that keeps the
cat dead or alive.
In my lay understanding of this I
can say if it’s dead it stays dead unless a cat really has nine lives which I’m
told is myth. The nature of dead is to stay that. If it is alive it stays
alive. There has to be more to this that I do not understand because the
constancy of dead is explained by the nature of death. In turn if it is alive,
the cover is removed after which the radioactivity dissipates from the Geiger counter,
the cat could be delivered from death if the radioactivity dissipated into the
air outside of the box.
It may be the observation was
through a lens through the closed and covered box where no air is allowed in or
let out. The experiment could then have more meaning.
More meaning is not as important
as the fact that the Schrödinger’s Cat was the first to validate the theory as
it regards observation made of the separate minute part of so-called matter to
give it existence. The scientists say until that time it merely is probability.
This was followed by many
experiments and further speculation that at this minuscule level it is not
clear that the existence of whatever it is being observed, whether it is a
material object or is a material movement, its existence depends on an outside
observer to give it reality.
Some time ago I wrote a series of essays one of which is the
following. It is found in my Archive where I have posted it under the title: Is There More That We Might See? Click
on it to go there.
What I speak of in that essay is
all that is, we know it is, but we cannot reach the all of it with our material
senses. We just know it to be. Gravity is an evident power in our space time
universe. Does anyone deny it is there? This runs the gamut to Black Holes and
Dark Matter. We don’t see it, we can’t measure it. We just know it is there,
there substantially, as arrived at by calculation and reason.
There is much in our world not
seen, accepted on facts validating the separate existence of it, the validation
of which gives no clue to its material, immaterial, make up. An example of this
is following a series of cairns up a mountain side, accepting the cairns give
evidence of the existence of a path to follow to go up that mountain side. We
know a cairn, a pile of rock placed in a semblance of order, did not happen at
random, some hand must have intervened giving the rocks an evident order, the
order of which is impossible at random.
This cairn has the significance
of someone having to arrange its order, why? Perhaps one is not enough but a
series of them winding up the mountain side would suggest the intention of
someone building them there, serially separating them, placing them in elevation
one after another, being done with purpose. We then speculate on “For what Purpose?”
Concluding it marks a trail up the mountain side is a good conclusion.
I cite all of the examples and
explanation to give credence to the proposition there is more to this world we
are in than we can see and accept as valid and existing in it. I do this to tie
in its significance when dealing with Dementia.
With Dementia we lose our power
to think. That loss seems to be caused by the minute, slow, gradual course of
our disease damaging our brains. It goes to the point where we become
incompetent in intellect and an entire spectrum of things we once were able to
do that was managed by the brain.
The brain, one of our body parts,
loses its abilities. Do we lose these abilities? The answer seems to be
universally “NO!” There is more than meets the eye, more than the brain is able
to transmit into our own world. The mind, the spirit, the soul, our consciousness
is not embedded in this dimension of space and time. Its existence transcends
this dimension, most believe it continues after our material death, many
believe it preexisted our life lived between birth and death here in this
world.
What we need to realize and apply in dealing with our Dementia is this: We, the essential of what and
who I am, isn’t changed by Dementia. The only change to occur is of our access
to that thinking acting part of us. The
access is interrupted and impeded by the brain damage.
This opens the door to all the
possibility of learning how to reclaim that access. It is this that makes some
understanding of the foregoing so important.
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