I Have This Terminal Disease,
It Moves So Slow It Is Killing Me!
Dementia Endured
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Mike Donohue is a brave man. Courageous, direct, and bold, his blog energizes readers with a passion for action. Dementia Endured gives a hint in the title as to the nature of this talented writer: he will endure. And with a personality like Mike’s, it’s easy to believe that he shall overcome, as well!
His life experiences are opened to the reader, and his journey recovering from alcoholism to adjusting to Alzheimer’s holds its own fascination for visitors to his site. Mike’s strength and determination will remind readers that dementias are one area in which it’s best not to hold any punches.
THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY JOURNEY FROM AA TO AD.
I have survived alcoholism from which
I recovered thirty six years ago then
Alzheimer's disease with which I was
diagnosed nearly five years ago. Both
have had profound consequence. They
are associated, one leading to the other.
I write about the experience in a book
entitled From AA to AD, a Wistful Travelogue
click on the title to go to it or read more
about it in the column to the right
Monday, March 12, 2012
The Way it looks and the Way it really is!
REVISED ON 3/13/2012 AT 11:56 am CDT
A writer named Robert Lanza takes the cosmology of
space, the pathology of cognition and surmises within that context along with
many other factors, like Schrödinger’s Cat, that the world is not as we believe
it to be. He calls this his theory of Biocentrism.
At the end of this essay is a part taken from Wikipedia
giving a cursory explanation of Biocentrism. The theory is essentially as
follows:
Those things observed by us to be outside of us are not
controlled by the confines of space and time as we believe them to be. Starting
with the fact they are movement captured by us as stationary material in the
instant of time we make our observation of them, they are as we observe and appear to us to be no
more than the observation we make of them.
Although occupying the cosmology of what constitutes all of
that in existence; add to that the separate universe from which we are
observing that existence; we can draw
this conclusion: that which we observe
is not necessarily bound by either the time or space limited universe we
currently occupy. That time/space universe limits what we see but does not
limit the reality of what is.
From there Lanza asserts the control we can exercise over
what we observe by observing it with the particular characteristics in which we
make our observation of it we thereby seem to create it. All we do is generate
it into this dimension, we have no proof one way of the other of it existing
elsewhere.
Deepak Chopra a kind of Renaissance Transcendentalist and
New Wave Thinker, speaks of our power over the objects outside of us much in
the same way, however for other reasons. He takes what he believes to be the
extrinsic properties of them and us and speaks of what we can evoke from
between and within the communion of both.
In many ways this is not unlike the existential existence
derived by the encounter between Martin Buber’s I and Thou. Much of the same thought permeates writing on Buddhism
and premises in foundation from beliefs of other Eastern Systems of Philosophy
and Thought.
The bottom line is this: boiled out, so much of this is the
same, not simple, but uniform in its basics. It is the same whether looked at
through Western eyes or Eastern eyes, from whatever spiritual discipline; the
same conclusions are reached when all is reduced down to the essentials.
The technically adept West believes this is all there is.
The rest is poppycock. Science, Religion, Philosophy, it is all time limited
material, serially evolved and or projected! All of the rules discovered about
it with all of those yet to be discovered, absolutely determine it and by
determining formulate it absolutely as this: Everything we know occupies
space passing through time from a start to a finish.
But then there is the East, the reverse or mirror image of
the West in so much of this. The concepts of Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism,
Hinduism, etc. see things quite differently. I can only speak with a small
amount of authority having studied Buddhism.
I was educated and trained in the Western tradition. I found
Buddhism as an important subject of study after a lifetime of an existential
search of “What’s it all About?” I could not find a complete answer in the
Western Traditions.
I put what I learned into book form the title of which
is From
AA to AD, A Wistful Travelogue available at Amazon. Click on the title
to go there. It is from the conclusions I made in writing this and other
material, including a memoir that preceded the book, in which I concluded it
all boiled down to the same thing.
There is more that we can see, there is more than we can
see. Living this life is a period given to discovering all we can see or what
does not appear on the face of things.
The forgoing is
purposeful and fits the theme of my overall topic “There is more that the eye
can see” in this respect:
Appearance
allows us to see our way in the world one way, that way being tied up with
things of the world. Such things like: How Much Money do Have? What will I be
remembered for? All of these have to do with what I acquired in the world. This is appearance generated in and by a space/time limited dimension. Like its dimension it has no more basis in reality more than any thing else in the dimension. Ii is illusion just like all the rest of this dimension. Therefore, in the end, it has no value to us. The value of it is in the way and why it happened on our journey through. The lessons from it are more the essential value than the occurrence itself.
Looking at the
essentials of life we see the value of our lives. Values can be many things,
such as: Who have I helped? What have I done for others? For what kind of good
have I used my talents?
One such Essential
is what I see at the end of my road. In my case I see me struck down by the horrible
disease with which I am afflicted. Carrying me to this Essential awakening is the
background I have had, the talents I gained professionally, the family I nurtured,
and failed to nurture, the method for living successfully as I learned in AA. The
negatives and the positives of my past life’s experience brought me to my
moment of truth asking what am I to do about this intrusion Dementia has been
to my life. Terrible as it is can I convert that make it matter? Undertaking to Make it matter has been the fulfillment my life
was yearning for.
******
ROBERT
LANZA:
THEORY
Lanza argues that
the primacy of consciousness features in the work of Descartes, Kant, Leibniz, Berkeley, Schopenhauer,
and Bergson.[7] He sees this as supporting the
central claim that what we call space and time are forms of animal sense
perception, rather than external physical objects.[8]
Lanza argues that
biocentrism offers insight into several major puzzles of science, including
Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle,
the double-slit
experiment, and the fine tuning of the forces, constants, and
laws that shape the universe as we perceive it.[2]According to a Discover magazine
article adapted from Lanza's book, “biocentrism offers a more promising way to
bring together all of physics, as scientists have been trying to do sinceEinstein’s unsuccessful unified field
theories of eight decades ago.”[9]
Lanza's theory of
biocentrism has seven principles:[10]
1.
What we perceive as reality is a process that involves
our consciousness. An
"external" reality, if it existed, would by definition have to exist
in space. But this is meaningless, because space and time are not absolute
realities but rather tools of the human and animal mind.
2.
Our external and internal perceptions are
inextricably intertwined. They are different sides of the same coin and cannot
be divorced from one another.
3.
The behavior of subatomic particles,
indeed all particles and objects, is inextricably linked to the presence of an
observer. Without the presence of a conscious observer, they at best exist in
an undetermined state of probability waves.
4.
Without consciousness, "matter" dwells
in an undetermined state of probability. Any universe that could have preceded
consciousness only existed in a probability state.
5.
The structure of the universe is explainable
only through biocentrism. The universe is fine-tuned for life, which makes
perfect sense as life creates the universe, not the other way around. The
"universe" is simply the complete spatial-temporal logic of the self.
6.
Time does not have a real existence outside of
animal-sense perception. It is the process by which we perceive changes in the
universe.
7.
Space, like time, is not an object or a thing.
Space is another form of our animal understanding and does not have an
independent reality. We carry space and time around with us like turtles with shells. Thus, there is no
absolute self-existing matrix in which physical events occur independent of
life.
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