I Have This Terminal Disease,
It Moves So Slow It Is Killing Me!
Dementia Endured
One of 25 Best Alzheimer’s Blogs of 2012
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Mike Donohue is a brave man. Courageous, direct, and bold, his blog energizes readers with a passion for action. Dementia Endured gives a hint in the title as to the nature of this talented writer: he will endure. And with a personality like Mike’s, it’s easy to believe that he shall overcome, as well!
His life experiences are opened to the reader, and his journey recovering from alcoholism to adjusting to Alzheimer’s holds its own fascination for visitors to his site. Mike’s strength and determination will remind readers that dementias are one area in which it’s best not to hold any punches.
THIS BLOG IS ABOUT MY JOURNEY FROM AA TO AD.
I have survived alcoholism from which
I recovered thirty six years ago then
Alzheimer's disease with which I was
diagnosed nearly five years ago. Both
have had profound consequence. They
are associated, one leading to the other.
I write about the experience in a book
entitled From AA to AD, a Wistful Travelogue
click on the title to go to it or read more
about it in the column to the right
Monday, April 16, 2012
The Carnival is Coming!!!
Life is a continuing carnival that entices us to keep living
it fully. Here we are in this space/time incarnation. We inhabit it as part of
the space time in which we exist, limited by it and subject to it. We
spontaneously happen here; we react to everything around us and relish the
experience of it. We experience the pain of it that occurs often, experience
loss, failure, heartbreak, but continue on booking through this dimension
feverishly in the time allotted to us.
Then we die leaving it all behind us. The only thing we take
out as we die is our success and our failure in the way we lived this life.
Our lives are defined by “There is so much to get done, so
little time to do it!” It is this way with all of us. It lasts this way through
two of the three phases of our life. In the last stage the need to be part of
the carnival subsides as does the urge.
A sense of no longer having to serve this carnival master occurs
as we enter the third stage, our senior years. We no longer need to serve the
master nor do we really care to. We begin to see the futility in gathering all
we have of being who we became. We have time to think and often think we do.
Not everyone follows this course, many live from event to
event without giving it a great deal of thought.
Many others of us do give this thought doing it in a whole
variety of ways. The most obvious way is realizing the futility of so much of
what we have done, recognizing each bauble we have sought was empty when we
attained it. It gave us a chase in acquiring it; it did nothing for us on the
acquisition of it.
This is what so many religious groups talk about, what
theology seeks to understand. Most of them deal with life’s tension between the
material and the spiritual. What has struck me as awesome is that living my
life took me to the realization, then an understanding of what the religious
speak of.
This is the way things are supposed to be. Life involves
getting all the baubles we can. On doing this we then see their emptiness and
start looking for more. This can take us to seeking out Transcendence.
It is all of the living we have experienced, along with the
design brought into this life that takes us through this endeavor. We need to
test the material baubles made available to us, recognize their emptiness and
then to turn to seek what has value. We find this in evoking Transcendence as
we encounter it. We encounter it when we have the time and the willingness to
think and evaluate.
To me I see it as one hell of a deal. More than this I see
the design we carry, the makeup in the world, the similarity of all of us in
dealing with it, and realize that it is all an Algorithm which produces this
presentation of a virtual like reality that is in fact a real reality that has
been given us.
Seeing it in this way I am able to apprehend the sacred
nature of it, the hand of a power greater than myself involved with me in
mapping a plan for me while I am here. It is mine to grasp it or reject it.
This three act play in which I am my own protagonist has purpose. Seen in the
light of its purpose I recognize it as subservient to a greater life of the
Cosmos which is our reality.
Our life’s design is to find our way back to this reality.
I cover this concept in a more detailed essay I posted some
time ago, have rewritten and posted it again. To read it click on FREEDOM OFNOW Part 4 “Carnival !” to go to my Archive to read it.
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Thank you Mike, your overview is always interesting to me.
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